lovelockdown

I think I am entering into my seventh week of lockdown.
Before that, I was allowed to ricochet into the office and back, but this has pretty much been the situation since early March.
What have I got to show for my time in lockdown aside from an even bigger paunch?
According to my camera roll:
a lot of memes,
some selfies of me and my partner and facetime moments with those I hold dear.
More interestingly are all the aspirational screenshots; the Kim Jong Un GIFs [to which I now attribute a sense of guilt]; recipes [none of which I have attempted]; places in New York I was due to finally visit this month [attribute more guilt - bad enough here in Italy but my heart goes out to NY state]; screen grabs of things I am reminding myself to get when we finally get back into some semblance of normality.
Basically, it's a camera roll full of both guilt and hope.
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